We want people in our lives who want to spend time with us, bukan menghampiri kita bila perlukan sesuatu. We want people who choose us back, who don't dissappear when someone else comes around. Its soooo frustrating when it seems like you put everyone first, but you're just a second thought to them.
People aren't just toys yang you can put aside when you found a new collection/favorite. Kita manusia yang ada perasaan, we have insecurities !
I would rather be dead on your list than be a second. It really crushes me when I don't feel important to someone who is so important to me :(