When your ex crawling back to you...

It will be amazing at first. They will give you a feeling that no one else could give so far. Rasa kembali bernyawa - like a little kid seeing the world for the first time. Untuk kali ini, you will feel like life makes sense again. Hanya kerana kehadiran kembali dia yang pernah pergi. The one that almost broke you, they show up. Dan kita yang pernah ditinggalkan ni rasa bahagia, sebab fikir ada harapan untuk jadi "macam dulu".

Tapi jangan lupa, malam-malam yang mendengar tangisan kita, you cried till you had no tears left. Kosong. Jangan lupa dia pernah kecewakan kita dengan perginya dia untuk yang lain. Jangan lupa segala janji yang dia permainkan. Jangan lupa setiap peluang yang dia persiakan. Jangan lupa kesakitan yang kita rasa. Jangan pernah lupa, orang yang sayang kita takkan sakiti kita.

Why they come back? Because they know you love them. They know you will always take them back. They will always use you to feel good. And guess what, mungkin dia akan pergi lagi untuk kesekian kalinya.. Sebab apa? Sebab dia tahu, nanti-nanti dia datang, kita jemput dia masuk lagi.

We deserve someone who never leaves when things get hard, when life becomes complicated, when you're lost and confused, someone who never get swayed no matter how many people are trying to get their attention. We all deserve it.

Labels: 2017, goodbyelove